trying to save face

Mon, 19 Feb 2007 06:06:12 GMT

Hello my name is Taylor and I am a drug addict.
I think I can feel my life spiraling out of control.
I can't stop it.
I don't even want to.
Sometimes I wonder how far gone I can get before people start to notice.
How over my head?
I've got these scars on my arms and this addiction to the numbers on the scale
and anything that gets me high.
and I feel the breakdown
and I wonder how I'm supposed to breathe again?

My girlfriend's sleeping in the next room and I should be beside her but sometimes she makes me sick to my stomach with her angry words and her paranoia.
I'm starting to come down and I itch behind my ears and I think there's some vodka in my duffel bag.
I don't want to be saved or considered a threat to national security.
I just want to remember what I'm here for.

Mon, 03 Apr 2006 19:28:51 GMT

I will only add people who leave a comment worth reading.
"Add me" is not worth reading.
~Love

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Mon, 03 Apr 2006 19:27:34 GMT

Hi--I'm clearing out my friends list so--If you'd like to be re-added, comment.

Complicated Jealous Girl

trying to save face

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